It's not all tears and misery... I decided to write this post 'cause I just took a brief glance at my blog, and if you didn't know me personally, (or if you've been out of touch), you'd think that I'm the most miserable guy in the world... Yes, I miss Chrys with all my heart, and I'm still going through a LOT of grief. However, I do have my happy moments (just as Chrys would have wanted) - right now I'm sitting in a gay bar in Phuket, Thailand (that happens to have free wi/fi) and drinking a beer (also what Chrys would have wanted)...

Over the weekend Jon & Lisa Gove and I were in Beijing and at the Great Wall to spread Chrys's ashes... Yes, I had plenty of breakdowns that weekend... However, I was able to have some really fun moments... "HELLO" (you'll just have to ask me to describe that later). And to the total SHOCK of Jon & Lisa, I actually ate some authentic Chinese food (including duck heads and fried scorpions -- ok, it was just Peking Duck, but it was still pretty impressive)...

Alrighty, time to head back to my hotel -- there's an in-pool bar with an under-water stool with my name on it waiting for me... And it's freaking 95 degrees here - - I'm melting...  ¶ Tuesday, April 11, 2006